Wednesday, 18 June 2008

Best and Worst Feelings

Eish! I just got back from a really long interview and barely made it to the loo. That about-to-burst feeling is one of the worst in the world, which got me to thinking about my best and worst feelings.

My worst:
1. Needing to sneeze and not being able to!
2. Regret, especially about words spoken that I can't take back.
3. Guilt. This is a biggy - I feel guilt around so many things, from overeating to the boyfriend I dumped really harshly a few years ago. I guess growing up Catholic it was a big part of the culture that I'm still learning to let go of.
4. That helpless feeling of waiting for the inevitable to happen. I clearly remember the feeling I felt the split second before our bakkie flipped when we were hit by an ambulance in a massive accident in the centre of Cape Town a few years back. I could see it coming, but I couldn't stop it from happening.
5. Loss of something / someone special. Not like losing a piece of jewellery, although that does suck, but losing a pet or a friendship.

My best:
1. Times with my hubby, family or friends when everything just feels right and there's no tension at all.
2. Getting into a warm bed in winter with my purring cats.
3. Being somewhere completely beautiful in God's creation. It feeds my soul.
4. Standing in the wings, waiting to come on stage in front of an audience. I haven't felt this in a while, seeing I'm no longer part of a drama studio (I was all through school - 8years, in fact). I miss it.
5. Discovering something new.

Now, I will ruin this all and turn this into a meme. MwahaHAHAHA! *Evilest of laughs*. I hereby tag Angel, Gill, Sweets, Blonde Blogshell and Sleepyjane, as well as anyone else who'd like to give it a shot. Hit me with your five best and five worst feelings in the world.


Gill said...

Nice one! I will have to do some thinking before I post mine, but I will get there soon, I promise.

Anonymous said...

Ooooh. Kewl. LOL Will do, thanks. (I secretly like tags hehe)

And yeah, I do the guilt thing a lot. About EVERYTHING. Forgiving myself for things are pretty hard for me.

sweets said...


*evil laugh right back acha!*


Mr Pineapples said...

Tamara - congratulations....Mr P has discovered you.

Thanks for the message on the P blog.

Yours is a mighty blog....P will be visiting.

Luv Mr P


Glugster said...

I'm so glad you didn't tag me.

The Blonde Blogshell said...

Naughty girl!!

Nice though... let me think about it...

angel said...

ooh you are cruel!

Ruby said...

hmmmmm....i wasn't tagged(thank goodness), but i'll think about it:)

Tamara said...

Gill: I look forward to it.

Sleepy: I like it too, but no-one ever tags me :-( *sniff, sniff*

Sweets: EvilER laugh at you!

Mr P: My, my, P. Coming from you that is a compliment. I too shall be visiting. Be warned.

Glugster: I already know your worst feeling - being asked to do girly memes ;-)

Blondie: Naughty? Me? Never! Hehehehe...

Angel: Admit it, you like it.

Tamara said...

Ruby: Would love you to do it too!